the working title

I am very grateful for today because it’s technically my “Friday.” Thursdays are my new favorite day now.

This is ridiculously stupid so it’s going under…

I’m taking 19 credits worth of classes (again) and of course, it’s stressful. I don’t know but I feel the need to do so much better than I did last semester, especially since I failed a class for the first time in forever.

I went to see my adviser the other day and she asked me

“What do you do for fun/social things?”

And to be honest, I was dumbfounded because this past week have been me going to class, sleeping, and catching up on some reading. I’ve barely seen my friends unless it’s times when I know I have some time to relax. I feel like I’m on edge because I want to succeed in school that fun is something less now.

It’s also the fact I’m homesick and almost went home this weekend 

I have other complaints about a lot, to be honest. It ranges from school to friends, both home and school, to home things. For example, right before I left, my mom got a foot procedure done and she’s in a boot. She can barely walk as is. It fucking sucks that I can’t be there to help her do things like clean, walk the dog, cook, etc. So many things in my life doesn’t fit for some reason. It’s bothering me.

Maybe I’m hormonal.

For right now, I might just veg out for the night and catch up on some reading. Sigh.